They are blowing again. It seems it happens at least 2-3 times a year. Maybe it happens more but the change is so inconsequential, I don't notice it. At least 2-3 times a year, I am stilled by a hint of big change I feel approaching. This is one of those times.
I'm not sure if the two are related but I can't shake this very down feeling I'm going through. Sort of walking around with a low dark cloud around me. Not horribly depressed but for the first time in a long time, I've been thinking lately 'maybe this is what it feels like to be depressed'. If you are depressed do you think those things? I don't know. I am generally a happy, chipper, sarcastic, funny ha ha person. I have just been down and trying to hide it (guess not anymore though....) so not to draw attention.
Saw HSM3 with the Oldest and took one of his friends. Took my best friend too. There we were two adults and two kids, the kids sat one seat away from us. We talked on and off throughout but two significant times I cried during the movie. Um hello? It's a feel good kid movie! I cried. Well they were semi sad parts but my friend didn't cry. Phew. I have issues. Maybe it's all the change I feel coming. Change shakes me up for a minute. Maybe this is the shake up part. Time will tell. You'll be able to see my moods in my posts. You tell me. :)
Jenn
I'm not sure if the two are related but I can't shake this very down feeling I'm going through. Sort of walking around with a low dark cloud around me. Not horribly depressed but for the first time in a long time, I've been thinking lately 'maybe this is what it feels like to be depressed'. If you are depressed do you think those things? I don't know. I am generally a happy, chipper, sarcastic, funny ha ha person. I have just been down and trying to hide it (guess not anymore though....) so not to draw attention.
Saw HSM3 with the Oldest and took one of his friends. Took my best friend too. There we were two adults and two kids, the kids sat one seat away from us. We talked on and off throughout but two significant times I cried during the movie. Um hello? It's a feel good kid movie! I cried. Well they were semi sad parts but my friend didn't cry. Phew. I have issues. Maybe it's all the change I feel coming. Change shakes me up for a minute. Maybe this is the shake up part. Time will tell. You'll be able to see my moods in my posts. You tell me. :)
Jenn
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