It's Gonna Be Alright

OK. The lyrics. I know. Songs on a blog. I've done it before. Tamm has done it, Kel has done it. But just know when we do, it means something to us at that moment in our life. You know what 'they' say, when life hands you lemons, it's up to you to make lemonade. True. Just add plenty of sugar. You know what I mean? So here I am today. Here is where my head is.

"Good Day" by Jewel

I say to myself Self, why are you awake again? It's one a.m.

Standing with the fridge wide open, staring

Such a sight, florescent light

The stars are bright

Might make a wish, if I believed in that shit but

As it is, I might watch TV

Cause it's nice to see people more messed up than me (sadly, sometimes true says Jenn)

I say to myself, as I smile at the wall, just let myself fall

It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say

It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see

It's gonna be alright, cause I'm alright with me

It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gotta be

I shiver, shut the door

Can't think standing here no more

I'm alone, my mind's racing, heart breaking

Can you be everything I need you to be?

Can you protect me like a daughter?

Can you love me like a father?

Can you drink me like water?

Say I'm like the desert, Just Way Hotter.

The point of it all

Is that if I should fall

Still you're name I'll call

It's gonna be all right, no matter what they say

It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see

It's gonna be OK, cause I'm OK with me

It's gonna be, it's gonna be

As long as we laugh out loud

Laugh like we're mad ( I so do sometimes, if you know me, you know this)

Cause this crazy, mixed up beauty is all that we have

Because what's love but an itch we can't scratch, a joke we can't catch

God, but still we laugh

Get back in bed, turn off the TV

You say "It'll be alright baby, just wait and see." (this part makes me cry; why?)

"It's gonna be all right, it's gonna be okay

It's gonna be all right, just wait and see

Its gonna be all right, no matter what they say

Its gonna be a good day, just wait, just see

It's gonna be okay, cause I'm okay with me

It's gonna be, it's gonna be, it's gonna be okay...

Uh oh, I'm awake again

It's one A.M.Staring...

Such a sight

Well, at least the stars are bright

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This is me, when I worry, when it's bad, I fall but the whole time falling, know that I should get right back up, be positive. Fall anyway. There I go. Falling. Here I am. On the ground.

I'll get up when the news gets better. It'll get better.

J