- Sometimes the house is cleaner because I can't take it anymore.
- Sometimes its because I have too much on my mind and I feel utterly overwhelmed and its the most natural thing to do to procrastinate on the other stuff
- Sometimes its because I'm avoiding..........yah, that's pretty much like the second bullet, but more direct.
Whatever the reason, its a known fact that a super clean house only lasts so long. Like, an hour. If that. Literally, I'm not even close to exaggerating that. It drives me 
. Nuts I tell you. Bonkers. Does no one care? Only me? If I had a daughter, would she care? Is it a boy thing? Or a they think I'm the maid thing. I personally think it's the latter. So then I go about proving it to them and leaving it looking like hell. Then after a chunk of time, while I'm spinning, spewing, and chewing on it all in my brain quietly pretending like I don't notice, shooting them all looks of you know what, I lose it and bam! I cave. In no time. What was the point? Is it just me?
. Nuts I tell you. Bonkers. Does no one care? Only me? If I had a daughter, would she care? Is it a boy thing? Or a they think I'm the maid thing. I personally think it's the latter. So then I go about proving it to them and leaving it looking like hell. Then after a chunk of time, while I'm spinning, spewing, and chewing on it all in my brain quietly pretending like I don't notice, shooting them all looks of you know what, I lose it and bam! I cave. In no time. What was the point? Is it just me? Ahhhhhhh......................... if I weren't here, I wonder what this place would look like.....not like this I can tell you....
sigh...............................................
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