Just took a little hiatus I suppose. Have lots of different things on my mind lately...
There are lots of people in my life I would love to be closer to. Its usually because of work or boys school/s that I cannot or it would be inapproriate. It makes me sad that I cannot. I've seen it happen so many times, things go wrong in those kind of relationships.
I really went outside of the lines one time and I'm glad I did. I took a huge huge risk, very unlike myself in that arena but I'm so glad I did because that person has turned out to be the friend of a lifetime. The kind of friend you would do anything for...and someone who I'm nothing like at first glance. You have to look deeper. That goes with anyone. You can't judge by the surface, to know what someone is like---let alone the visual surface. You have to take the time and learn the person. So glad I did that. If she and I had bumped into each other in a mall or anywhere both of us would have walked away thinking "snotty wasn't she" just because we seem nothing alike. The truth is we are so alike in lots of ways its somewhat scary..not in all ways..but a lot. She has made me open my life up in a few areas I had sealed like a vault. Re discovering myself in some ways. I will never be able to thank her enough for that. Hopefully she benefits from our friendship as much as I do.
I will seek out those people when my life is in a different place. I know exactly who they are. Think they are totally worth a good friendship. Just cannot show it to them. One day.....
Welcome 2009. I am ready for inspired change this year. I'm going to get, actively going out to get it. Watch me.
You cook, you clean, you go to work, you nourish, you love, you scold, you are professional and yet you hang your hat on every dust particle in your home. You are a woman. Some women are Moms and some are not. You are still a woman. We are all made similarly. We are strong.
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