Too much too soon. He was ready for this life but this life was not ready for him.
His life was given to him and then snatched away too quickly.
Unfair we got to know him, love him, play with him, rock him to sleep, watch him learn so many things..but very fair in the same breath.
He has been on my mind so much these past few days. Vivid memories that come rushing from nowhere...everywhere.
I think he's here, here with us now, more intensely now for some reason. I can't figure it out.
I think I subconciously know why. You will think it strange, twisted, convoluted, non sensical. It's a mile marker I have been very aware of....
in one week, the littlest will be ten months. One week after that, he'll be ten months and one week old. This is exactly to the day how old Lucas was when he died.
It must be that.
--J
You cook, you clean, you go to work, you nourish, you love, you scold, you are professional and yet you hang your hat on every dust particle in your home. You are a woman. Some women are Moms and some are not. You are still a woman. We are all made similarly. We are strong.
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