Hmmmm

Well, I am observing a very interesting interaction in the blog world right now. Of course, because I am friends with one of the people, my immediate reaction was to defend her. And probably because we are such good friends, I will probably always do that. I think that now in sitting back and reading the last person reflection, both have good points.

Here's the thing that can tire you in this pseudo world we are in (speaking only of this crazy blog world). There is danger in it. Yes oh yes you get to express yourself and because no one is physically sitting in front of you it feels easier to truly say what you feel. That's where the danger enters. People halfway across the world can see what we are saying, feeling, and thinking. That is a lot of people!! Not that all or any of them will be reading your every entry but the possibility is there for literally anyone to read what you have written. That means there are lots of opinions out there that can be thrown your way. I have to admit, I have not been privy to any hurtful things said towards me. So it's easier to sit here and be more reflective vs angry. I also admit, I like to hear from everyone, even the anonymous posters although sometimes I do have mixed thoughts about it. I wonder a lot about who they are and why they prefer to remain anonymous. It's OK with me but it just makes me wonder. I figure, almost everyone signs their names, why not just sign your name, even if it's a made up 'blog' name. But to each their own, and I can respect that in the end.

I think in this life, you don't always get a fair shake, this I know. We don't and won't always like the things that happen to us. I want people to see me as warm, friendly, and caring while I admit that my controlling personality defeats some of that desire I have. That's ok with me because I can be warm, friendly, caring, and controlling at the same time. In fact, I am all of that. AND I try to come across when I'm in control mode nice about it. Whether it does or not, I can't say. But I try. What more can you ask for? A person is just what they are. In the end you can't really hide your personality traits now can you? They always come out one way or another, the true you hopefully is out there for all to see. If it isn't, it will eek itself out one day, whether you want it to or not.

There are some in this world who have more on their shoulders than others will ever dream to have on their shoulders, let alone will ever have.. those people come from a different place, a deeper place and they are ready to pounce on the world at the slightest mis step. I think I am one of those people. So I can probably relate a little better about it all. Just know that when you comment to someone about something, you aren't really sure what their day has held thus far, walk lightly because you never know. Or maybe you do...

Jenn