So I went to church tonight with just me and the littlest. The oldest was with his Daddy who had to go to work. I could not have handled both boys in church by myself without looking like a maniac. The oldest likes for me to count down the minutes till we have to leave and that quite gets on my nerves. :)
I felt such absolute peace being there tonight. I usually do, I usually feel 100% connected when I'm there but tonight was more intense. Of course, the tears were there, they always are. I can't stop them. Can't. I'm not sure what others think when they see me. I wasn't sobbing, just tears is all. Tears aren't always bad you know. Sometimes they are and sometimes they are cleansing, and sometimes they are therapeutic and sometimes they are happy. If you are a guy reading this, sorry. Didn't mean to confuse you more about women. ;<)
He was quiet and happy and peaceful. It was easy for me to allow myself to just be. Talk to God, be with God, think, pray, just be. It was the best part of my day. Easily. In the most spiritual and quiet way.
Jenn
You cook, you clean, you go to work, you nourish, you love, you scold, you are professional and yet you hang your hat on every dust particle in your home. You are a woman. Some women are Moms and some are not. You are still a woman. We are all made similarly. We are strong.
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