Just a few more days now of the three of us. Soon will be four again. How wonderful. I really can't wait for the sleepless times and happy feelings. I know there will be nights I will want to just lose it but also, I know, it will be more worth it than anything ever too.
I think because of Lucas, this will mean more and each memory will linger longer. Wonder what he'll look like? Wonder if he'll be as content and peaceful as Lucas was? Wonder if he'll be as infatuated with Noah as Lucas was. Do you know that Noah is constantly talking to Jacob? He will come and talk right into my belly. I sometimes make my belly move and he thinks that is Jacob communicating back. It's so sweet. He can't wait for Jacob to come. I think none of us can wait now.
Soon enough, our lives will change again. What a beautiful life. What a sad and happy and beautiful life. Somehow, it all meshes together; no?
Be well--
Jenn
You cook, you clean, you go to work, you nourish, you love, you scold, you are professional and yet you hang your hat on every dust particle in your home. You are a woman. Some women are Moms and some are not. You are still a woman. We are all made similarly. We are strong.
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