We're down to the wire folks. The time is basically here. Soon we will have a crying, sleepy, beautiful baby boy in our home to love and cherish along with Noah. I've been rolling along thinking yes we're having a baby but it seemed so far off. So now the thing we have wanted since Lucas left us almost two years ago is finally here. What more could we want?? Dead silence. I know the answer to that like the back of my hand.
We want nothing more, don't worry. That's all. Just a simple gift from God. He's coming and then life will be upside down hectic. Ivan and I will battle over this and that but then life will be sweet. It just will. We have long realized we have so much love left to give, this will help us to feel more complete.
Wouldn't it be funny if we had a girl? Oh, yes, that would be a hoot. I'm so NOT prepared for THAT. I need no drama. I need no surprises. I need to be as well prepared for whatever lie ahead as I can. I'm sure you can hear God chuckling as we speak. I think I've heard it somewhere before, "If you want to get a good laugh out of God, go ahead and tell him all your plans" . It's the whole, think you have it all worked out and BAM! Yep, it's been known to happen to us a few times before. I know it all too well.
I'm getting excited to wear my normal clothes again. But life as we know it......it's about to change no? :) Wish us luck. Times they are a changin'.
--J
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