I love you.

So. I say it a lot. I say it a lot during the course of one day to my boys. Is it too much? Maybe. Probably. It's been pointed out that maybe if I say it too much, it might lose some of its meaning. Maybe. I can see that. But how do I stop? Do I stop?

I am so afraid that something will happen (and one day it will) and I won't have said it to one of them when I should have. Do they love to hear it? Hate to hear it? Do they even HEAR it? I don't know. I'm not about to go digging around and ask them to TALK TO ME ABOUT IT because if you know me even a little, you probably know the boys (adult and children) get talked to death. When they hear, "hey come here, I want to talk to you" I'm sure every bone.in.their.body. wants to run the other direction and fast. Poor them.

But good God I love them. So I tell them. A lot. I will try to do it less but not much less. Just be more mindful. If there isn't love, and strong never ending unyeilding love, what else is there? And GG if I missed a time I should have been more clear, well, let me tell you now, let me tell them now...

To my boys~
I love you endlessly and with a million hearts. I only have one to give even though it feels like a million--and it's all yours.
Mom