I feel the need to write but nothing is coming budding from my mind. Maybe it's because I have so much else flying through it that I need to get done for the Holidays...
The deer in the front yard seem to have a mind of their own. Turn off and on at random. It's funny and I think it's driving my husband absolutely nuts. I like to observe this; it amuses me to watch him wrangle with all that stuff. :)
Snow. I wish for snow. Crazy I know. But I wish for it. Falling falling falling softly.
We had a nice little memorial for Lucas last night; the Oldest, my husband and I. We each said a prayer. We're so proud of how the Oldest has handled all of this. I think he'll grow up to be quite the gentleman. Someone who will not be afraid to say how he feels or afraid to express his emotions. Sometimes we just look at each other and lock eyes (my husband and I) and we have this knowing look pass between us. No words need be said. We are doing something right.
If anything, we can take solace in that. Maybe that's what our whole lives are about. These boys. Well, of course, they are. I knew that.
--Of course.
J
You cook, you clean, you go to work, you nourish, you love, you scold, you are professional and yet you hang your hat on every dust particle in your home. You are a woman. Some women are Moms and some are not. You are still a woman. We are all made similarly. We are strong.
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