Today

Some days you just feel your age.
Some days you just feel your own humility as heavy as a hammer bearing down on your head over and over and over again.
Some days you just screw up.

Today was one of those days. Isn't it funny how you (we; me) go through life thinking you are in control? Wait. We've talked about this before. But today really wasn't about that so much as it was me being human. And thank GOD for his gift. Thank you God for watching over us today. Really, I know he was.

I screwed up. We screwed up. But it all turned out ok. Just when you think you know it all and your thimble begins to be too full with all your knowledge (uh huh) then you get a little kick, a jolt that just zaps you. It says, "Hey you, wake up, pay attention, always pay attention." We needed a swift kick in the pants and man we got it.

I hate always talking in circles but I promise you, you don't want to know what I'm talking about, it would make you sick to your stomach. Will make you want to vomit on cue. Just trust me. I needed a bit of humility pie and I got it. I think the phrase is really humble pie and I guess I got that too. It's all the same. I got served. I'm awake now. Eyes wide(er) opened than before. Is that possible? I guess so.

What a day. Just what a day.

A Mom, A Wife, and a Writer. That is me.