Friday, February 17, 2006

Why bother?

I am so utterly disgusted right now. I hate food. I hate that I want to eat. I hate it all.

I love food. I love to eat. I love it all.

I am so tortured. Why is this so hard? I have been watching my points, very concious of what I'm eating and yet, I feel no progress. I'll know when I weigh in tomorrow but I have weighed myself twice in the last 24 hours (clearly BIG mistake) and I feel like crying.

Cry me a river.

--I could spit.

Jenn

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