Friday, December 02, 2005

So kind of.....here's the THING

I am doing well overall I think with Weight Watchers. Sometimes I want what I normally would have had before and I just figure it into the points of my day. Not that it's a great choice, but I do make it work.

SO I'm at ChickFilA today and I'm waiting for our lunch. I order what I normally love to eat. The woman behind me comes up and orders a SIDE SALAD and a DIET LEMONADE. She was a size one I think. Do they MAKE diet lemonade? For REAL? I look at her and God forgive me, I roll my eyes. I'm thinkin, honey you NEED to get a regular lemonade for God's sake. Put some meat on those bones. I'm talking, she was skinny, but kind of had a figure. I wouldn't say she was a bean pole but CLEARLY too skinny. CLEARLY. And the guy that was with her, well, he was a normal size. Normal. Not big, not small but compared to her, well, he looked bigger cause she was so freakin SMALL.

So here's the thing..... I'm never ever ever gonna be like that. You could wire my mouth shut for ten months, and when it got unwired, I'd go straight to ChickFilA or Applebees or something like that. Try and stop me, go ahead. Somehow, I'm wired to want that kind of food. Can someone UNwire me? I don't think so. Nope. I don't.

Love me the way I am or keep on movin. That's the thing. And boy. Did I love that sandwich or what? Yeah, I pretty much loved it. :)

Jenn

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