There is always someone who does something better or wiser than you. On the other hand, there's always someone who does something much worse than you. It can really put things into perspective. Just thought I'd put that out there. You are the only you there is and you better be damn proud of yourself (talking to all of you) because you have acheived a LOT. Heck, even I have acheived a lot. Even when it seems really bad, just look at the next guy. Ok, fine. If the next guy has it better or does it better, don't look at him. Just look away. Fine fine fine. But remember, you've come a long way or you wouldn't be where you are today. You have different things to cherish than anyone else and so you operate differently. -------- That's alright!
NOW on to something different.
I just dropped Jaco off.. I did not cry. Not one tear. Nope. Didn't even have to hold it in. For a moment a quick moment, I thought I would but I have this thing about crying in front of someone I don't know. There is one person in that room I don't know so I wasn't having it. I'm proud of him and proud of me but missing him too. Now off to work I go. Even for a couple of hours. What a big boy. He started talking almost immediately when we got into the room. I hope he's having fun with out his wild and crazy mamma. He just thinks I'm the cats meow you know. I can make him laugh and talk like no one else. I'm sure that's soon to change. :)
--oy. Here I go in the wild blue world of change.
Jenn
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Oh my it's today?? I am not ready. I am not ready.
Oh my.
Good thoughts to you and baby Jacob. I am sure you'll both do fine.
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