So I go back to work in less than three weeks now. I'm very torn about it all. I know I need to go back (we do have bills yes we do and we do need to save money yes we do) but I really want to be home with Jacob. Who am I complaining? I will only be working 2-3 days a week but still..I'm torn. He's such a sweet little boy. A really good baby (who won't take a good nap during the day unless I'm holding him but whatever) with a good disposition; so alert and happy.
Maybe we'll hit the lotto or something. It'd be good if we PLAYED the lotto first right? Ya have to play to win? You can't win unless you don't play. Kinda like some other philosophies I've recently been talking about. Funny how it all links together.
I can feel I'm about to start rambling and I should be in bed asleep. I'll go now. Just worried about things to come--talking out loud. ugh.
Jenn
You cook, you clean, you go to work, you nourish, you love, you scold, you are professional and yet you hang your hat on every dust particle in your home. You are a woman. Some women are Moms and some are not. You are still a woman. We are all made similarly. We are strong.
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