Monday, June 27, 2005

Want what you can't have...

Isn't it true that you always want want want what you can't have have have? It's so true. I got to thinking about this when my friend said she was drinking wine and trying to relax. Man, what I wouldn't give to have a drink of beer. Isn't that the funniest thing? I'm not a beer drinker by nature at ALL. Woe is me, I've been wanting a BEER. Suddenly, when I'm pregnant and cannot have any wine or beer obviously (and never would and don't usually)---I'm wanting a beer or a drink of a beer.

Kids with TV, they see something on TV and they have to have it. Don't have it but need it. Have to have it. The grass is always greener so I have to be where the grass is greener then bam! the grass isn't really so green over here, it's more like brown mud and I was better over there so now if I could only get back over there, I could have sworn there was a patch of grass on that side..I just know there was. I've always told Noah, "don't believe everything you see on TV their job is to make you want the thing they are showing you and they make it sound like it's so wonderful and so neat but when you buy it, it's not what you thought it was" he has long believed me (well, it's kind of true isn't it?) .

I want this, I want that, but do I need this do I need that? Probably not. Actually, not. Want or need? Hmmmm. Maybe I need to re evaluate. I think it's a lot of want, not need. The thing is being able to step back and analyze---it's the whole big picture thing. Ugh. I hate the big picture sometimes....there are times it's good and there are times I'd like to ignore it.

Lets ignore it for today. :)

Jenn

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