Saturday, June 04, 2005

Age

Kay-

Now I'm 35. Yep. It's just an age right? I never cared before (well maybe a little, I think when I turned 21, that bothered me, who knows why) how old I was. Now, I'm thinking, 40 here I come. Oprah says 40 is wonderful. I'm told that is just the beginning of really knowing who you are and what you want. I already think I know that stuff. Who I am and what I want? Why do I have to wait till 40 for that stuff if I know it now? Maybe I DON'T know it but I just think I do.

I have 5 more years to fret over it. Noah will be almost 11 then. Someone hold me up. I'm really getting old. Why is it affecting me so? UGH.

I'll just keep thinking and acting young. Maybe just maybe, maybe that's the trick of it all. Age is just a number. Age means nothing. It's all in your mind. Can any of you tell I'm trying to convince myself? :)

I'm still a 'youngun' right?

J

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