WORK!

Sometimes I think, you have GOT to be kidding me. GOT TO.

Am I happy at work anymore? I don't think so. There is so much politics, it's getting unbearable. Even with my own 'job share' co worker. I feel at times I'm purposely alienated. If we are "JOB SHARING" should we not know the same information at all times? At least if we know it, we can act on it if necessary. I don't want to know it so I can do something about it, I want to know it in case someone that works for us--or above us--begins a conversation about it or wants to know something of it. We each have our 'things' that we do. That has worked great and that has been fine. Suddenly there is a problem. I feel it. It's making me think and re think what will happen when I go back after maternity. Maybe it's my high emotions. Who knows. I'm just saying, I feel there is a problem. Can't really handle it right now because now is not the time. I'm telling you, the stuff at work is insane. Who you can talk to, who you can't, who knows what and who knows nothing, and even when the who knows what person knows the 'what' that person doesn't reach out and help the 'what' that can affect the 'who'. It's really too much for me these days. I've been there over eight years just barely. Is it time? Is it enough? Eight years isn't really a horribly long time yet it's felt like forever recently.

I think I've had it. These next 12 weeks will NOT be fun. Too bad.