The start of a new day...

I will say that my friend Tammy has inspired me. Thank you Tammy, to you I owe so much. Often times, I owe you my sanity....

I have always loved to write, many of you know. It fuels my soul. Until now, I have used the Lucas site to vent my thoughts and feelings and mostly they have had to do with him. I have been feeling stronger in a way and want to continue writing. There may be times that my thoughts of Lucas mesh into my normal 'blogging' thoughts and then I'm sure there will be days that normal day to day life things will be front and center. I'm not sure I'll write everyday, but you can feel free to check in here if you want a distraction; or a chuckle!

It's about time I began to sit down and get serious about finishing the book. For a long time, it made me feel good to say it was half way done. Problem is, it's still just 'halfway done'. This means, I've made not much progress. Maybe this will inspire me to sit down and make myself finish it. It's hard. It brings up emotions that truly are hard, very very hard to deal with. But there is a purpose and I'm doing it for so many reasons and I will finish it. So stay on my butt and keep asking me, is it done? How much longer? With the new baby coming, I'll not have much time in the very begininning but I'll get on a schedule and maybe write when the baby is napping.......these are my intentions. Work with me here. I'm going to stick to it.

This WILL BE the start of a new day. I am smiling.

Jenn